29.7.15




i needed this

 i still do


i miss 

loving 


i miss 

being happy


i miss 

the tears of joy


i miss

sorrow


i miss
crying 'cause you can't take it anymore


i miss

the pain


but most of all i miss 

feeling 

anything and everything


i don't remember when i got so 

n u m b

that i didn't understand anything at all.




but finally i think i am again because

it 

h u r t s

the type of pain deep down in your heart



but that's good right ?


i've always thought it's better to feel something than nothing at all


xx

how are you darling?






4 comments

  1. so this is the story of how i stood in the darkness sobbing because i couldn't take feeling numb anymore and how did i get that way and why did i feel nothing and oh God no no no.

    all of this to say...i feel you. ♥ our God is still one of miracles, whatever the others say.

    xx

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    1. oh Addy girl stay true to that, i will too.... no matter what the others say!

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