12.1.16

more or less





I only seem to feel the moon, or the sun has left me with his light and I have found ways to evade the warmth.

 and no, I do not see the absence which is more incomplete
than silence.

where has the sound gone to, did it not feel responsible for our questions?

 but even I do not explain such concealment of thoughts

please don't mistake their empty goodbyes, they are in fact full, they just haven't spilt yet.
they keep it inside for they don't have the words anymore and they can only move their lips.


  I do not apologize for my absence
maybe I was lacking what I had all along.


28.12.15





she was much 
too young to cry stars

yet they slid off her into a galaxy of dust.



p.s. i love feeling

6.12.15

hiccups




you were nothing
like an
e q u a t i o n

and trying to solve you
was like
teaching someone to
breathe,
while they were drowning

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