i needed this
i still do
i miss
loving
i miss
being happy
i miss
the tears of joy
i miss
sorrow
i miss
crying 'cause you can't take it anymore
i miss
the pain
but most of all i miss
feeling
anything and everything
i don't remember when i got so
n u m b
that i didn't understand anything at all.
but finally i think i am again because
it
h u r t s
the type of pain deep down in your heart
but that's good right ?
i've always thought it's better to feel something than nothing at all
xx
how are you darling?